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We often hear how, for some people, being under the influence unlocks their hidden artistic souls. It might be true for some, and it might be an urban myth. We won’t know for sure, and each person can have different results. There is one example out there that might get us closer to understanding this phenomenon—self-portraits on drugs by Bryan Lewis Saunders.
Mostly known for his art on drugs, Bryan also expresses his artistic soul with performance art and poetry, videography, and stand-up tragedy. And it’s not your usual inspirational poems about life. He set out on his self-portrait a day journey in 1995, and since then, he hasn’t missed a single day. His most viral work of self-portraits under the influence is also part of this long-time commitment.
Bryan Lewis Saunders’ art is obviously on a more niche side; the painted self-portraits on drugs put him on the map, as no one has ever attempted something like this. For those who love that kind of art, these creative illustrations can act as a getaway drug into the world of Saunders. He is undoubtedly one of the most notable modern artists with a vast portfolio of different, thought-provoking art forms.
So dig into this list and explore the perception of the world by a brain under the influence. Share these portraits with your friends, and while you’re welcome to appreciate the art, we urge you not to attempt to recreate something similar. Stay safe and healthy!
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Psilocybin Mushrooms (2 Caps Onset)
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Molly Block Molly Block Community Member Follow
Ohh yeeahhhhhhhh! Can concur too.
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Ativan / Haloperidol (Doseage Unknown In Hospital)
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Petra Christovová Petra Christovová Community Member Follow
I do not get the fuss here (Bored Panda readers being offended by everything as usual .. :/) This is a psychoactive chemical substance too and if the artist had the opportunity to put in in the list as experiment, why not? The portrait has interesting informational value, he probably did not feel whole, like something is missing in his mind?
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Alcohol
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wandile dludlu wandile dludlu Community Member Follow
This one makes sense to me
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Marijuana (G13)
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Louis Hale Louis Hale Community Member Follow
Nice work
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Morphine IV (Doseage Unknown)
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Molly Block Molly Block Community Member Follow
WOW!! Amazing. Is that pencil and watercolor????
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After a hiking trip with his friend and a harsh experience living in a drug-infested building, Bryan had a psychotic break due to dehydration, which led him to experiment with drawing self-portraits on drugs despite never trying them before. His experiment was just as successful as other mediums in addressing the mission of his art—tragedy. Saunders often addresses how he seeks to unearth emotions from his audience. Unlike many other famous paintings, he aims his art to make men cry publicly and make everyone feel the feelings of life many people know but choose to ignore for their own sanity. Of course, the artist runs into those people who get “inspired” by his sometimes scary paintings, but not in the way he intended. He still tries to reach them, though, even if it’s too late for them. ADVERTIsem*nTWhat Motivates Bryan Lewis Saunders to Draw Self-Portraits Under the Influence?
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LSD
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That is utterly terrifying
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1 sm Glass Of Absinth
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Monty Is Fiennes Monty Is Fiennes Community Member Follow
Absinth was disappointing...esp. when I realised what it tasted like....
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20mg Valium
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Monty Is Fiennes Monty Is Fiennes Community Member Follow
relaxed...then sleepy...
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Abilify / Xanax / Ativan (Dosage Unknown In Hospital)
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this ones actualyy pretty good
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In March 1995, artist Bryan promised himself to create a new self-portrait every day for the rest of his life. He has kept this promise; Saunders has made nearly 12,400 of them. Of course, nothing could rival the most famous portraits, but the concept alone sets the artist apart from everyone else. While this sounds like quite the experiment, in 2000, he set out to create an even more radical subseries within the project. The artist painted tens of self-portraits while on mind-altering drugs, so "Under The Influence" was born.The Birth of "Under The Influence"
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Bath Salts
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WTF?! Bath salts?
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Opium
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Louis Hale Louis Hale Community Member Follow
Makes me wonder what, if anything, other famous artists might have been on
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4mg Dilaudid
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Blinding_Darkness Blinding_Darkness Community Member Follow
Omg so this is what melting on the couch looks like! I'm gonna go tell my brother he's been doing it wrong. XD
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Artist’s written media are not what they seem. The books contain writings and illustrations that scratch your itch regarding non-mainstream art. Bryan Lewis Saunder’s bibliography includes: Saunders released 11 books, each exploring a different topic, but all holding the one and only style of Bryan.What Are the Most Famous Books by Bryan Lewis Saunders?
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2 Bottles Of Cough Syrup
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LittleMissLotus LittleMissLotus Community Member Follow
wait... did he literally USE SOME OF THE COUGH SYRUP TO PAINT?
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Nitrous Oxide
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Aragorn II Elessar Aragorn II Elessar Community Member Follow
NO
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1/2 Gram Cocaine
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Bharathi Raja Bharathi Raja Community Member Follow
This looks like a wild dream. There's a Jet Ski and he's been doing mathematical calculations too!
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Within weeks of undergoing this experiment, he became lethargic and suffered mild brain damage. Saunders even became a frequent guest at the hospital. Nevertheless, he continued drawing. The artist sought "experiences that might profoundly affect his perception of self," when you see just how different each of the drawings from "Under The Influence" is, you can't help but think he succeeded. Saunders said the brain damage resulted in "psychom*otor retardation and confusion," but at least it was repairable. He's still conducting this experiment, but over greater lapses of time, and with drugs prescribed by a doctor. ADVERTIsem*nTBryan Lewis Saunders and the Effects of the Experiment
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DMT (During And After)
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Shinobi Shabby Shinobi Shabby Community Member Follow
Everything that we experience, and everything that we not capable of experiencing... damn that deep
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90mg Abilify (After 3 Months Usage 3x Maximum Dose)
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Louis Hale Louis Hale Community Member Follow
A visually interesting interpretation, but very scary understanding
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The artist partakes in a lot of different forms of art. Videography, audio works that include tape recordings of his sleep and even dreams. Bryan has adopted popular art mediums and adapted them into his own. Some of his latest audio and video works include: Most of Bryan Lewis Saunder's works are praised by those familiar with his message but hated by others. That's the life of an artist; the fear of being misunderstood often comes true in their lives. His self-portraits on drugs took the concept a step further, and those paintings reached the general population.What Other Types of Media Has Bryan Lewis Saunders Published?
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1 Shot Of Dilaudid / 3 Shots Of Morphine (In The ER With Kidney Stones)
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EmiC _21 EmiC _21 Community Member Follow
cool drawing wtf kidney stones?!?! why is he still doing this?!?!?!?!
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Khat (Chew And Tea)
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Monty Is Fiennes Monty Is Fiennes Community Member Follow
Like the painting....
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10mg Ambien
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Wait is that supposed to be his arm or someone else's??
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3mg Klonopin
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Monty Is Fiennes Monty Is Fiennes Community Member Follow
Hhahahhhahahaha...
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Marijuana Resin
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Haha I love the bent paperclip over his face 🤣
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To unwind, Saunders went hiking with his buddy Brandon Bragg, something he hadn't done before. "It was incredible," he said. "I had 5 pounds of art supplies with me! Every day, I saw tons of beautiful things in nature. I'm from the city and so every new kind of bark I saw, or toadstool, or wild animal gave me such a rich wealth of phenomena to draw and see myself in a totally different world. That experience was truly miraculous and healing. “While Brandon and I were hiking one day, he asked me, 'Whatever happened with that documentary you were going to make with the veterans and the loonies?' And I told him how everything had happened so fast with the tragedies and how I thought the people would be really interesting to document, but in fact they were all on drugs, suffering in solitude, some too obese to physically leave their apartment, and for many, it was all they could do to get out of their recliners 3 times a day.” ADVERTIsem*nT “I told him how when I first moved in, a paraplegic in a wheelchair showed me an encyclopedia of pills and said he could find at least one of every kind of pill in that book in the building and that book was huge."The Hike of Transformation: Nature, Art, and the Connecting Troubling Reality
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Carbon Monoxide Inhalation
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Vincent Philippart Vincent Philippart Community Member Follow
Carbon monoxyde inhalation? WTF, this is so dangerous
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Celexa (Dosage Unknown)
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Lady Snowfall Lady Snowfall Community Member Follow
He must have taken a crap ton, cuz Celexa is a very mild anti-anxiety drug.
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When Saunders and Bragg returned to NY, the artist unknowingly became dehydrated, hallucinating, and had a psychotic break. He ditched his friend at a monastery because he thought he was trying to poison him. "I took the Greyhound straight back to Tennessee, where I had an epiphany. I thought, not only am I going to draw myself every day, but I'm also going to do a different drug every day. After all, there was one of everything in the building... And that was when I officially started the project." A combination of dark sadness and easy access led Saunders to satisfy his drive to experience as many different things as possible.The Unraveling Journey: Art, Hallucinations, and a Radical Project
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15mg Buspar (Snorted)
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JessG JessG Community Member Follow
What’s Buspar?
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1 "Bump" Of Crystalmeth
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GET THESE BEES OUT OF MY TEETH!
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Pcp
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He is disintegrating.
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He said the images first went viral in January 2011, and it was "excruciatingly distressing and morbidly terrifying." Saunders got quite a few hate mails. "They either wanted me to commit suicide myself, or they themselves wanted the honor of putting me down like an animal. Sleazy companies came out of the woodwork too," he recalled. "This time around it's been so much nicer and friendlier." But the popularity of this one experiment is enormous. "It gives people an opportunity to discover some of the other things I do or have done as well. Things that I feel are a lot more important, both socially and artistically. And it's also opened the door to communicate with some other incredible people who feel that they are alone in the world, and in one way or another are suffering and having trouble. I'm older and like to think I can be of some help in that department."From Viral Controversy to Empathetic Connection: the Impact of Saunders' Experiment
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Heroin (Snorted)
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Who knew H makes you grow an elephant nose?
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Huffing Lighter Fluid
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L- lighter fluid?!
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Huffing Gas (During And After)
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g-gas?
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Monty Is Fiennes Monty Is Fiennes Community Member Follow
Just remember kids he ended up with brain damage...
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Craig Reynolds Craig Reynolds Community Member Follow
I think he had some to begin with for even trying that.
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Brett Brett Community Member Follow
I feel like this was just a reason to take a bunch of drugs
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A Dumbo Octopus A Dumbo Octopus Community Member Follow
Well...then again...science?
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hobbitly hobbitly Community Member Follow
I think it would show the effects better if he had tempted to try to make the same style of portret every time. Now its hard to tell what the effect of the drug is cause they are all made in different style.
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Carter Harrington Carter Harrington Community Member Follow
I understand what you’re saying however maybe even with that intention, that very framework morphed into a different prerogative upon each various effect of different drugs. In this state of mind perhaps we could make it a point to aim for consistency but get entirely sidetracked when our mind is altered off ‘normal’ course.
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Just remember kids he ended up with brain damage...
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I think he had some to begin with for even trying that.
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I feel like this was just a reason to take a bunch of drugs
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Well...then again...science?
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I think it would show the effects better if he had tempted to try to make the same style of portret every time. Now its hard to tell what the effect of the drug is cause they are all made in different style.
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I understand what you’re saying however maybe even with that intention, that very framework morphed into a different prerogative upon each various effect of different drugs. In this state of mind perhaps we could make it a point to aim for consistency but get entirely sidetracked when our mind is altered off ‘normal’ course.
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